ew.

okay.

two posts in one day....

well actually it is technically the next day but i mean who's counting? that's right... no one [because i think three people still read my blog]

just wanted to pop back on here really fast because tonight, i annoyed myself. i did not think it could happen but i did it. i achieved the seemingly impossible.

do you ever sit there after you've done/ said something and thought to yourself "congrats self: you have officially become retarded" (pardon the lack for better word choice).

so, seeing that it is too late for anyone in their right mind to be awake, you in blogger land get to hear my frustration with... myself. i am an annoying person. i think i drive away the people i don't want to. sometimes i wish i had no emotions. i am a generally laid back and easy going "free spirit", if you will. however, tonight, in a slight out of my mind moment decided it would be best to have "honest time". mistake #1. then i said too much... i think you call that rambling? yea that was mistake #2.

and now i am annoyed. with myself. which, ironically, is annoying.

further more i cannot sleep.

oh well. so is life. not to worry, i will be back to my normal not caring self in about 6 hours. when i wake up. goodnight!